I am incredibly grateful that my suicide attempts failed because here I am, smiling and happy. Here I am, making genuine friends. Here I am, writing. Here I am, hacking this life thing, a day at a time. Here I am, growing. Here I am, loving you. Here I am, still answering people when they call. Here I am, alive and not being remembered posthumous. Here I am, showing up in my way. Here I am, so much better.
